got a case of love bipolar

not knowing the answer to something you're wondering about is frustrating. i'm kind of a free spirit, so even though my mind is all over the place all the time, and i see a lot of grey instead of black and white, i need cut and dry answers. in between is difficult for me. i don't like wondering and not knowing. it's confusing. and it's sets you up to be irritated and confused and eventually even hurt. the dilemma is that you can either point-blank ask, and hope for an honest answer (and the answer you want to hear), or you can continue through the inbetween and wait it out and hope for the best. both seem impossible.